Rugby and chats

Today i've had what i've been in need of for a long time - a really good and productive day! Along with my rugby team, i went down (or maybe up) to Welwyn. Although a long, long drive it was lovely seeing everyone and we all had a good catch up, and lisetned to some pretty cool tunes. Despite my somewhat, well tempermental asthma i still decided to play. Considering there was 13 in our team including me and it was 13-a-side, it wasn't as though there was any pressure for me to stay on anything. The begining of the game wasn't great, within no less than one minute of the whistle being blown i had been elbowed in the head, by one of the opposition rather bulky palyers, a rather large lump was forming but i was just gateful it wasn't my face or somewhere more visible, as my bump is now rather big. By the end of the first half i wasn't feeling great but wanted to prove to myself i could do it, after two tackles and a ruck i was feeling pretty bad so i dragged myself off. The physios, my coaches and managers were all so lovley, and seem the only people in the world that listen to you when you say, its my asthma and i understand it best. After the match we had sausages, which i avoided due to there rather odd looking colour and a really good chit-chat. The under 18's were also playing so there was a rather large group of us, and our noise levels seem to top the rest of the clubhouse.

On top of that i emailed one of my teachers last night and we've arranged a chat. They'res a lot of things i've really needed to tell someone but have just constantly put off. I've realised i need to deal with them a) before it gets serious and b) i start denying them. I really hope it goes ok, its the first time i think i've ever asked for help form anybody. So wish me luck!

My day not seem either that positive or good but to me it was. I got to spend some great time with friends, i finally faced up to what i needed to do and people listened - to me thats a great day!